Another day with getting up with a migraine. I hate having nightmares...and not being able to shake them off to wake up. These episodes is what triggers the migraines because they follow the next day. Doesn't help that on nights I don't have them then I have very light broken sleep and not restful either.
And Tigger Tom driving me crazy. One of the outside cats (not mine) keeps hanging around the door. But won't come in. so I am feeding her just her. But I am guessing it is because her and Tigger were hanging together and played together. I am at a loss what to do. She is still a kitten around 6 months old this coming month.
It amazes me that I will have been here for a year. Wow all I can say is that it flew past so quickly...the older I get the quicker it seems to go. Like yesterday feels like we have not been through Christmas that long. I like it here it is so peaceful and quiet. I love the quiet...no city sounds at all. I do not have to worry if I leave the windows open at night or that I can go to bed and not even lock the door (which would not do anyway). I like the feel of a slower pace and it is not rush rush here and there. I can go at my own pace. And that is why I like the face that I live alone. Things would change if you are with someone. And I really do not see that happening. One getting up there in age and people are looking for someone younger...
Anyway not looking for someone. I am trying to get a divorce from the one I am unfortunately married to. And the fact this is the first time in all my years with the exception of about a year not married since I was 19 yrs old.I always thought that I had to be married in order to get along with live. That thought had led me down the wrong path. Of choosing someone who was unsuitable for me. This time I can just be me and get to really know myself. Weird huh? At the age of 54 talking about getting to know myself?
Does anyone kiss their pets? or to embarrassed to say so? I do give kisses to my parrots on the beaks. Some of even gently kiss me back. Tigger is a very affectionate cat. He loves to snuggle and give lots of head rubs and then kisses me. I have always done this no matter what animal I have had. (inside that is).
I am strange I guess. My brother's cat Spooky does not seek attention like my cat does. But I am amazed that she will sleep on her back for hours at a time. I would rather have an affectionate one and a romp cat playing with his toys or toys the birds throw down to the floor.He will run and slide on my floor and it is so darn funny. Got to love animals they make life worth living with. the are their own person (acts like) and so unique in their own way.
Laters all
Becca
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