Difficult times for me soon to come

I know that you are most likely saying to yourselves "what is she talking about?"

Very simple really......watching what I ate and working out (admittedly not much this past month with getting ready for the wedding).  But did up til that point. I have gained more weight much more so. I can not live with it. It is hurting me to stand or walk for any length of time. And for the cost of the monthly fee at the gym which is a waste if not getting to go much and then it hurting me really bad. Shoulder, knee ( I had knee surgery in 2008) I am limited to what I am not able to do. 

So I got a workout music exercise program dvd. I am also trying something else new (more about later, if it works) and following their diet plan. Let's just say eating habits is going to be overhauled alot..... but I am determined that I am going to use it and the workout and I AM GOING to lose this excess weight I have. 

Not only will I be more healthy eating wise but on my body if it does not have to  carry all the extra weight around and possibly causing more health problems which I am lucky so far. Just cholesterol and acid reflux.... so if I can stop anything else coming on I will be happy. My brother is diabetic and I see him doing those shots and pills for it. I hate needles really bad, I just don't see me handling them very well. And so far it has not come to that but I do not want to risk it. Plus I will feel better about myself also. Which I really need to do so. 

People who live their life in the same place all their life does not understand the total stress on a person mentally and emotionally when you are uprooted from some place familiar to you and dropped in a whole new environment. I can tell you it has been a huge challenge for me to adjust to. I have lived my whole entire life from the age of 9 in Florida.  Along with adjusting to living alone  (for which I am thankful for now but was really hard for me), being in the country and just all of it. 

I finally had to bring Tigger Tom (my cat) inside. There was a stray tomcat beating my baby up and he was not fighting but cowering against the front door crying. So brought him in. Ran the landlords 3 cats back to her place. 

Living in the country has its perks. I see wild rabbits in behind my trailer in the yard eating clover as it is all over back there. I have wildlife that appears on my front porch.....last evening I could not figure out what tigger was carrying on at the front door (antique door with 15 panes of inset glass). I had 2 of the hugest raccoon's looking in my door with noses and feet on it. Well to say when I went to wally world for storing I bought 2 curtain rods one for the top and one for the bottom. I will be covering that bad boy up. Just what I need is a wild fox or coyote coming up to it and scaring me half to death. Do not fancy that at all. 

Came home and told Tigger he better know that I love him. I had to carry a huge box of kitty litter in.  He is doing amazingly well. Course I keep a close watch on him also. I am not going to risk the parrots because of letting down my guard... for a cat that is not all that old he is very calm and laid back with it all. 

As you can see I changed the layout. Have to change up once in while. 
I guess it is it for me. I am worn completely out running around and doing all my stuff today. 

Laters