Very Hard day for me

Today is a very difficult day for me. 27 years ago I gave birth to a baby boy. what makes it so hard is that he refuses to acknowledge that I am his mother. He informed me at the age of 14 that he did not need me in his life or as his mother. I can count on both hands how much time I have actually seen him. 


Over time I have learned to deal with it because I have no choice but to do so. But on this day every year I am very depressed and weapy.